I decided to ask my deck;
What do I need to know to successfully become pregnant?
I receive Fork in the Road and tells me I have to make a decision to go forward one way or another.
To not make a decision is also a decision.
So I know that I can either go on the way I am – continue eating junk, not lose weight, not go back to the Dr’s, not take metformin, not attempt to take clomid to ovulate.
Or I can clean up my act and do all of the above plus Reiki, meditation more regularly etc
Either choice has it’s own set of lessons and therefore no decision is wrong.
Written on 5th May 2016:
I received the Wisdom of the Oracle deck by Collette Baron-Reid from my in-laws for my birthday and I sent Reiki to the deck to cleanse them and drew my first card for myself and it was perfect.
I have an urgent sense of rushing to get things done and to be honest it stresses me out, puts me on edge and makes me a not very nice person – snappy and impatient when I should be calm and mature, dealing with issues calmly, it brings up a lot of guilt and it is a vicious cycle by putting more pressure on myself.
So this card is saying patience is the key – slow down and trust – BREATHE, allow air to energise me. Also get the need for air in the literal sense, I am lacking fresh air because i stay inside all the time, and get too comfortable (stems back from depression phases). I am debating whether to go for a walk right now and find myself making excuses lol, but I think I will…. so a walk in nature here I come….
As I am doing my self treatment I see and feel energy rotating slowly as I and it goes round it becomes bright white, becoming brighter and brighter as we continue to turn.
As we complete the full rotation I am starting to lean back and begin to see leaves and diamonds from the centre rise up and I continue to go down so the stream of leaves and diamonds gets longer the more i go down.
On the way down I see a female and I go within her, become her but continue to travel downward.
As I continue down it becomes like an energy whirl with blue tones, against the backdrop of space.
The energy whirl becomes a ball with a gold hue to it and I begin to sense I am to channel healing to certain people, places.
Someone in particular comes to mind and I send this ball of energy to him and I let it be natural, i fling the whole thing over him and trust that is meant to be.
I become aware of my neighbours and an image of a brown energy container which emits olive green energy is attached to the wall next to me and this is how the energy will go through the wall. The energy spreads along the whole wall and penetrates through, I see it travel through their space and on through the next two houses that are attached.
Then the building of my previous place of work, which holds elderly people dealing with mental health issues such as schizophrenia, bipolar and depression, comes to view and I see this same energy container with the olive green energy attach to the roof of the building and i see it go through that building and spread onto the memory clinic next door and the dementia unit next to that.
There was more to the session but these were the main visions I am amazed by x