Written on 5th May 2016:
I received the Wisdom of the Oracle deck by Collette Baron-Reid from my in-laws for my birthday and I sent Reiki to the deck to cleanse them and drew my first card for myself and it was perfect.

I have an urgent sense of rushing to get things done and to be honest it stresses me out, puts me on edge and makes me a not very nice person – snappy and impatient when I should be calm and mature, dealing with issues calmly, it brings up a lot of guilt and it is a vicious cycle by putting more pressure on myself.

So this card is saying patience is the key – slow down and trust – BREATHE, allow air to energise me. Also get the need for air in the literal sense, I am lacking fresh air because i stay inside all the time, and get too comfortable (stems back from depression phases). I am debating whether to go for a walk right now and find myself making excuses lol, but I think I will…. so a walk in nature here I come….


How Can I Improve My Communiction Skills? Tarot Spread


I want to build on my communication skills. Knowledge and experience are needed to communicate well. I already have a certain amount of skill which has been built upon to be stronger than it was before yet it is not where I want it to be, there is much more work to be done.
I am satisfied with the progress I have made but frustrated that I still have a long way to go.

It is a slow process and I am feeling heavy and restricted, trudging on to be blocked at another progress point. I need to embrace a more confident and risk taking approach – the more risks I take the better the pay off and the quicker my confidence will improve, be more optimistic and bold.

Communication will be my gift if I can work through my blockages with patience, persistence and consistency.

My Quick Vision With Obsidian & A Very Important Message

As I was laying there listening to relaxing music and with my Obsidian palmstone on my Third Eye, I welcomed any visions I was meant to see.
I had a few quick ones but one stuck with me in my exhausted state lol (always do it when I am tired! need to stop that)

A few Daisies on a black background.

The symbolism of Daisies = purity, innocence, loyal love, beauty, patience and simplicity.

Black = protection, calming, power, mystery, strength, formal, perspective and depth, dark, negative

The Daisies were White with a yellow centre;

White on Black = contrast, duality, positive and negative together – human duality, acceptance

White = light, goodness, innocence, purity, perfection, safety, clean, positive

A yellow centre = joy, happiness, intellect, and energy, warming, cheerfulness, stimulates mental activity – all this is at the centre – our true self in the middle of duality and contrast, all of it in balance

My Message may have been that as a human being we are naturally in contrast, everything is about duality to us, it is normal and creates balance when we accept ourselves fully and with acceptance we reach into our core and become in touch with our joy & happiness.
In duality and acceptance we find our true selves, our true energy and peace.