Fertility Fork on the Road…

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I decided to ask my deck;
What do I need to know to successfully become pregnant?
I receive Fork in the Road and tells me I have to make a decision to go forward one way or another.
To not make a decision is also a decision.
So I know that I can either go on the way I am  – continue eating junk, not lose weight, not go back to the Dr’s, not take metformin, not attempt to take clomid to ovulate.
Or I can clean up my act and do all of the above plus Reiki, meditation more regularly etc
Either choice has it’s own set of lessons and therefore no decision is wrong.

COFFEE NO MORE

Well, after 2 days of pain and cramps all because of coffee, it needs to definitely be removed from my life.
No more trying one cup and seeing if I will be ok.

I do have Irritable Bowel Syndrome, I was diagnosed with that 15 years ago so I know what triggers me and so on.
However things have moved up a gear and just lately I can’t even handle just one cup of coffee before I am being ill a couple of hours later and for the next few hours after that.

Something has changed and I know the biggest change in my life has been learning Reiki and experiencing changes of all kinds – emotional, mental, spiritual and now physical.
I believe this is helping me to finally take notice of the changes my body is desperately trying to get me to take notice and act on it and finally make the changes.

One friend keeps saying how I am losing weight even though my eating habits are a long way off being how I need them to be yet and continue to give in to my junk food cravings like salty foods, crisps and carbs, sugar.

So I will be listening to my body more now – and acting on it’s messages.
Any food or drink that makes me ill will now be removed completely, like coffee, with no sneaking it back in just to test myself.
As time goes on I will tackle my other weaknesses but for now first things first.

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