Written on 5th May 2016:
I received the Wisdom of the Oracle deck by Collette Baron-Reid from my in-laws for my birthday and I sent Reiki to the deck to cleanse them and drew my first card for myself and it was perfect.

I have an urgent sense of rushing to get things done and to be honest it stresses me out, puts me on edge and makes me a not very nice person – snappy and impatient when I should be calm and mature, dealing with issues calmly, it brings up a lot of guilt and it is a vicious cycle by putting more pressure on myself.

So this card is saying patience is the key – slow down and trust – BREATHE, allow air to energise me. Also get the need for air in the literal sense, I am lacking fresh air because i stay inside all the time, and get too comfortable (stems back from depression phases). I am debating whether to go for a walk right now and find myself making excuses lol, but I think I will…. so a walk in nature here I come….


A Spiritual Truth

To begin to awaken and connect with who you truly are, you must quieten your mind. Breathe and sink into this silence, feel your body lighten and spread out like there is no limit to yourself. You will feel you are merging into All There Is, the Source.
Here is where you will receive wisdom and be guided to what it is you must know for that time. You will be illuminated and your path will become clearer to you as you continue to respect this wisdom.

Waxing Gibbous in Libra and Me


Agh, I am so tetchy and uptight. Everything is making me want to tense up and explode. I want and need stillness and quiet.
Breathe! Breathe! Breathe! =( This is going to take a while.

Watching Auction Hunters is not what I should be doing feeling like this, just makes me want to smash the tele up lol. Annoying people. Stop talking.

Impatience, irritable…….. need to look something up…