Mindfulness June challenge [1]

Ok, I need to do a huge catch up with this challenge.
So for day one the question is:

Where in my life am I suffering?
I drew Milk & Honey in the protection position (reversed).

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“A nameless unease compels you to turn to pleasure and comfort as a means to escape what is really going on.”
This is incredibly true – I have this permanent feeling of being on edge and very anxious and I mean it when I say it never leaves me. It drives my actions, every negative thing I think, say and do is based on this feeling.
I do try to escape this fear through all sorts, mainly my phone/facebook groups but I never escape it. It is a continuous struggle to stay calm and centred because it does effect every area of my life.
My negative actions do make me feel guilty.
I have no idea of the cause or how to address it.
The guide book says I need to practice self care, have compassion and love for myself  To turn to Spirit and hand my troubles over to them for Divine healing.

June Challenge

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Found this challenge on Instagram by ethereal_tarot. I always find these challenges when they are done half way through but I still plan to work my way through it.

I will post separately for each question and the card I receive using Colette Baron-Reid’s Wisdom of the Oracle deck.

Fertility Fork on the Road…

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I decided to ask my deck;
What do I need to know to successfully become pregnant?
I receive Fork in the Road and tells me I have to make a decision to go forward one way or another.
To not make a decision is also a decision.
So I know that I can either go on the way I am  – continue eating junk, not lose weight, not go back to the Dr’s, not take metformin, not attempt to take clomid to ovulate.
Or I can clean up my act and do all of the above plus Reiki, meditation more regularly etc
Either choice has it’s own set of lessons and therefore no decision is wrong.

A Leg Up in Nursing

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I asked my deck about my development in nursing and received A Leg Up (Reversed) but felt the prosperity meaning (career) as well as the protection meaning (for reversed cards) meant something to me –¬† seeking advice from a mentor who has been where I want to be (i have 2 in mind), who I would like help from. Help is available to me and will be there. Delegate authority, i don’t have to do anything by mself – I have a team to help me (if I can just stop stressing out and pushing them away because of my expressing my stress) if only i have trust and faith. I can not and do not have to do this by myself, this belief i have to is actually hindering me. Admitting I need help makes me vulnerable but here lies my lesson. Shift my belief and expectation and watch me go!

BREATHE…

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Written on 5th May 2016:
I received the Wisdom of the Oracle deck by Collette Baron-Reid from my in-laws for my birthday and I sent Reiki to the deck to cleanse them and drew my first card for myself and it was perfect.

I have an urgent sense of rushing to get things done and to be honest it stresses me out, puts me on edge and makes me a not very nice person – snappy and impatient when I should be calm and mature, dealing with issues calmly, it brings up a lot of guilt and it is a vicious cycle by putting more pressure on myself.

So this card is saying patience is the key – slow down and trust – BREATHE, allow air to energise me. Also get the need for air in the literal sense, I am lacking fresh air because i stay inside all the time, and get too comfortable (stems back from depression phases). I am debating whether to go for a walk right now and find myself making excuses lol, but I think I will…. so a walk in nature here I come….

Connections, Partnerships & Alliances

14th May 2015

You are at a point now where you find synchronistic opportunities to form a partnership and contacts that will boost your success.
Be mindful though that these relationships remain balanced, both must give and take in equal measures otherwise your energy will be depleted and that of any future success.

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Knowing

10th May 2015

KNOWING

All of us have tuned into messages at some point in our lives. Whether it came in the form of gut instinct, hearing messages, feeling sensations or just knowing something without knowing why we know.
It is time to open up to the vibration of Knowing, be willing to allow messages and guidance to come through in whatever way is natural, be open to receiving these messages more and more because this guidance is very much need in our lives. It is time to hone it and benefit ourselves as well as others.

Stacey-Marie x

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The HEIROPHANT

4th May 2015

THE HEIROPHANT

Higher lessons will learned within a group and led by a teacher.
You can choose what lesson you will learn and will be given support. Direct this opportunity to grow for there are many teachings in this particular area.
Soul lessons come to mind here and your life is perfect for your learning with many people helping you along the way, despite how you feel about your situation and the people in your life right now.
Those who guide and support you and those who appear to block you are both doing what they are supposed to for your soul lesson and growth.

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Stacey-Marie x

NATURE

3rd May 2015

NATURE

Being sensitive opens us to picking up on negative energy and we aren’t always aware this is what has happened. Have you been feeling drained when you are with a certain person or anxious for no reason?

These are some of the many signs we have absorbed negative energy or had someone taking our energy so they can feel better (they don’t always realise they do this either).

Being in nature is a fantastic way to balance our energy and perfect to ground ourselves and regain our strength.

Reclaiming our power if you like =) Recharge.

So go outside, surround yourself with the natural world, walk barefoot on grass, sit by or against a tree, listen to the sounds nature has to offer. Breathe and take it all in. Feel your strength return and your mind and body calm and rebalance.

Visualise your connection to the Earth by imagining roots going from your feet and growing down into the Earth and anchoring you to Earth’s core and an energy stream rising from your crown all the way up to the sky, reaching for Source/the Universe reaffirming a conscious link to its power.

Enjoy and do this frequently and you will protect yourself from negative energy.

Stacey-Marie x

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Talking to Heaven (with help)

I subscribed to the UK magazine Soul & Spirit the other day and was very pleased to see the gift for subscribing was the Talking to Heaven mediumship cards by Doreen Virtue & James Van Praagh. I love collecting my decks :mrgreen:

Last night I looked at my photo of my Grandad and asked him to come through.
When I was little, my Grandad was “Big Grandad” and his Dad/my Great Grandad was known as “Little Grandad” because he was shorter.
So my question to Grandad was; “Are you with your Dad – Big Grandad & Little Grandad?”

As I was shuffling 2 cards jumped out together and I set them aside to the left and then pulled the “answer”.
I was shocked and amazed it answered it so perfectly and then I got goosebumps.

He is definitely with his Dad and the rest of the family members I have heard so much about. And clearly they still watch over us and seeing our lives going on and taking direction.

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