In November 2011 I started my spiritual journey. I have learnt much and enjoyed the journey. Learning from lots of sources and revisiting old interests as well as learning new things.
Felt like I was moving on, clicking, resonating and really going forward.
Now I am stuck.
Feel lost again.
And not sure which way to turn.
It is so strange and quite frustrating.
Maybe I have took in too much but nothing in much depth.
I think I have found things I want to learn in depth but can’t concentrate on them.
I am no longer sure who or what I am or what I want.
I am more in touch with my shadow self lately. I can’t ignore it and must accept it.
I am not a perfect human being and nor am I meant to be.
It feels like there is a purpose to this whole feeling though.
To feel lost and begin again.
To turn inward and find myself and who I am.
One moment at a time. No expectation. Going with the flow.
I am asking for signs and will go where I am guided in the time that is meant.
No more pushing. No more expecting.
Divine Spirit please show me a sign of what I need to know next.
I trust and accept.